I’ll go first.
I’m not Jack Barakat.
I’m not sexy.
i HATE mumford and sons. worst band ever.
I’m alive. that’s a deep one.
I hate anime.
i fucking hate izaya orihara
kaoru isn’t in moi dix mois.
I’ve smacked someone in the face with my tits.
I just had sex and it felt so good.
i just had sex with Ruki and Mizuki.
I’m not awesome baaaaaaaaaaawwwwwsssss…. :))
(This art is dedicated for all the citizens of Tokyo. I don’t want to see a grieving representation of Japan, rather, A STRONG ONE. A Brighter Sun Will Rise Soon-TOKYOTOKYO)
Why all the people are worried about their animes, favourite authors, mangakas, Shibuya, when will the next episode of this anime will happen, and stuff that makes them concern for Japan just because, I wasn’t worried at all. I was like “Okay, another calamity happened.”-I just thought. I have probably lost something along the way.
2011 2月 6日
It was my Japanese debut, remember? I am so happy then, very happy that I was Nyotalia Japan/Honda Sakura on that day turning 18 while I celebrate it in Tokyo workmen style in an authentic Japanese Resto, named Onaka Ippai. February was a very happy month for me. Especially for Japan, since it was their foundation month. We have a photoshoot on this day, and we saw the flower bed in front of the church, then we took a photo of it. It was all blooming and happy. Like nothing would really go wrong. (This photo:http://gazxiii.tumblr.com/post/3854551364/nyotaliajapan)*take note of this part because the flowers speak metaphors*
2011 3月 5日
PYROMUSICALS! Really happy for Japan, since Japan is competing. Everyone was happy, we are happy that this day might be a Matsuri fest. Everything is shimmering,everything looked very alive. Upon receiving my Karakasa, wearing my Kimono, receiving Kimonos, all everything from Japan. Everyone was animated and alive. Of course, expect, since we love the country so much. Expect the excitement. I did really prepare this day to come since I want to see their performance for the first time.
2011 3月 8日
I received items from a friend who was a regular in Japan and stuff, we talked about his regular business, how Japan was fine, how beautiful, what happened in Japan, some talks about conventions here in the Philippines-Everything was happy.
EVERYTHING WAS HAPPY. Everything was okay. We don’t know what’ll happen next but, everything was okay.
…but that’s just a thought.
2011 3月 9日
Largest Living Rosary in UST. Actually, I had a bad morning on this day, but who cares, so there. They had this activity. I planned to buy a rosary for this day because I lost my garnet rosary when my wallet was snatched before, so there. Upon going to the church, I noticed that the flower bed, the one that we had a photoshoot on, whithered, as in, it was devastatingly brown (I told you the flowers says metaphors). Up to the other side. I was wondering what happened, so I just moved on.
Arriving home, and opening my yahoo messenger, a news pop out, “6.3 Magnitude Earthquake hits Japan, all buildings are swaying”- I even made a joke out of it. It was in Honshu, and I believed that no relatives of mine will be affected. I was wrong.
My grandma was living/working in Japan for how many years, not really my direct grandma, but the sister of my direct grandma. Its not only my grandma who is working, but my other relatives as well. That grandma of mine was so close to me, this is why I loved or I admire the country of Japan now.
I believed that my grandma, and some of my relatives moved to Fukuoka from Tokyo, because, they wanted to get ease, of course, my grandma was aging. So I just joked. But then, my uncle approached me and told me that they never transferred. They are still in Tokyo. Being okay that time, made me worried. Sad. Depressed. He even added, there’s no contact yet. Sadness pierced my heart.
2011 3月 10日
Another earthquake struck, when will it stop? Why it should be in that place? I’m still worried. Not only worried for my grandma, but now for the rest. It was devastating the whole capital. Taking lives, taking properties, everything. I don’t even know, there’s a lot of people missing. And I don’t know if she’s one of them, or any other relatives. For how many Filipinos in Japan, will they know how many are they or who are those Filipinos in it? I hope they do, but so far until today, I don’t know where are they.
2011 3月 11日
Tsunami flooded the whole town. It was Phuket, Thailand all over again. I don’t know why my tears aren’t falling, but videos depresses me, pictures saddens me, they all make me feel hanging and ask, “Where are my relatives? Grandma? Where are they? Just a call, please, I want to know if they are safe. Not only them, all people who survived are safe, and please, let them be one of the survivors.”
2011 3月 12日
This day is actually annoying. All these Pray for Japan thing? These World is with you Japan? All of them are annoying. WHY? My facebook was bombed by status messages only caring for publicity, for animes, authors and idols. Most of them are worried, “OH NO! WHEN WILL BE THE NEXT EPISODE OF THIS ANIME WILL CONTINUE?!” or “F*CK, THIS TSUNAMI AND EARTHQUAKE IS SUCH AN ARSCHOL! IT MADE THE GREATEST MANGAKA OF ALL TIME GONE MISSING!” or “NO! THE AUTHOR OF POKEMON IS DEAD?!” “IS *this Jpop band* ALRIGHT?! ARE THEY SAFE?!”
-Its okay to show worry, or concern, but PEOPLE. :| 10,000 lives are at stake, or probably gone, and rising, YOU ARE STILL WORRIED ABOUT THEM/THESE VICES LIKE WHAT?! They are personalities, they’ll be alright of course, but swearing the calamity, over making these issues, and then later on you’ll say you are very worried about Japan and stuff… ABOUT WHAT? Why?You’r Manga won’t continue until next year, you don’t know if your favourite anime will still be produced. -You are worried about this country, because they give you entertainment, you are not worried on how devastated it gets or how many people DIED in this place. YES, THERE’S A POSSIBILITY YOUR BELOVED ANIME WON’T BE CONTINUING BECAUSE THE ANIMATORS WORKING ARE DROWNED OR SMASHED. OKAY, and you are there, continuing swearing the natural calamity, PEOPLE HATE ME, OKAY, but at least I AM NOT WORRIED ABOUT JAPAN BECAUSE OF THESE THINGS THAT CAN BE REPLACED OR ARE SAFE. I AM WORRIED BECAUSE WHERE WILL THESE PEOPLE GOING TO STAY? TO EAT? TO DRINK? TO WORK AGAIN? WHEN AND WHERE? Good thing, Japan is prepared for such and I really admired that.
But these people… :|
These people are concerned, because, their wants are gone. Not because lives are gone, the country has a challenge to face, you don’t care, because its not you, you only care for the advantage. Show at least a little courtesy and concern. This proves that you’re non other than, a weaboo, a wapanese without a life.-that’s my own perspective. That’s how I see these people.
I’m not ranting, just my 2 cents of SENSE.
2011 3月 13日
This day, I started helping and supporting such campaigns that’ll help to lend Japan a hand. I continued promoting such campaigns that offer donations, and some money for my allowance and savings. I was suppose to use this for my new costume, new wig, or my Nuclear Fusion Rin Kagamine, but I have to give away, because, I wanted to help. They needed it more than I do.
On this day, I have heard that a nuclear power plant exploded. More mishaps happening. Tricombo as I call it. But I hope, this will be the last.
Sometimes, I want to ask the person above us, why did He let this happen? Is this for the people of that place to repent from sins?
2011 3月 14日
A while ago, my friend and I have met, guess what? It’s his birthday. Too sad, because, relatives, friends, and all other people related to him, he doesn’t know what happened to them. He can celebrate his birthday with a smile nor a smirk.
Then we talked about it, may be this is the charge that Japan has to pay for sins, like all other country, Iceland is one, Haiti is one, Philippines is one, China is one… Each. It doesn’t mean God forgives and forgets, there’s no consequence or punishment taken for us to learn…
This probably proves that, how much happy you get, the more sadder you get in return.
This is an humor and tragedy of life I will never forget. This is related to me.
I just wanted to celebrate happily, but it ended up, no matter it was related to me, this.
Until now my relatives are no where to contact. But I’m hoping and still keeping my prayers, they’ll be one day, calling, in a very happy tone, saying…
Same goes to the country, according to UN, that never fails to help.
You gave yours too much, now, here’s one for you.
A tragic happening, yet, you never bother, you just moved on. You just showed, “I don’t need pity or anything, I can do this. I’m alright.”, yet still, the world will be on your back, and I hope, someday, the world will be on other countries’ backs too when they needed a little push. And I know, you are one always on the go. You chose to move on, rather sulk and let other countries look for you in real pity.
I was happy that after that, they are asap, fixing all the infrastructures already, getting rid of the radiation produced by the leakage, everything, they are on the go to repair and fix the mess done. What a strong little country.
A BRIGHTER SUN WILL RISE ON THIS SPOT SOON.
So yea, been very busy with life this month, and HEY! Look, it’s that time of the year. :))
So even though I have a few followers, I want to share you what I’ve been doing right now guys.
so, I’m so happy that I have my GhostGirl LOVESICK book already! I’m very excited to find out if she would be resting in popularity now. Hahaha! Actually, I loved the series. Its so different, plus its not going to be in the mainstream like those vampire, *ehem*
Goth ”inspired” books that seriously, in my own opinion? Are rip-offs of the Twilight saga. Honestly? The classic Dracula is better. I also don’t imagine vampires sparkle. Ja, I might say that GhostGirl is like “WHAT?! She’s not yet resting in peace? She haven’t crossed the other side yet?!” but you see, though it’s a series, there are different stories. The thing is, its a yet more creative and unique outlook on after life. More twists and it is exciting to read, THOUGH, sometimes, I am really waiting for Charlotte to finally rest in peace. Heh. XD DON’T SPOIL ME! I want to know it myself. :)
Been painting in a while~ SERIOUSLY, it’s been a looooooooooooong while since I painted. :)) Finishing this, but would move on to another sketch. BY THE WAY! This is Norway from Axis Powers Hetalia. Viking version of course. Uhhh, didn’t draw the curl, instead, in braids, because it looks more authentically Viking-ish than he having a curl. MORE MANLY. *RAEG!*
HMMM…. I think, this would be only for now. so yea.
GOD JUL ALLE SAMMEN!